Wednesday, March 6, 2013

It's Happened

I'm pulling, again. It doesn't feel good. I feel like I have no self-control right now. It's not nearly as bad as it was before. I just started pulling yesterday. I need to stop this. I've pulled maybe a total of 5 hairs on purpose. With each one, I become paranoid that I have a bald spot now. I need to get this under control, again. I'm keeping my counter going for motivation. I'm forcing myself to look at the counter to remind myself how far I've come. It isn't worth starting over, again. For now, I am going to give myself these 5ish hairs.

Something deeper is going on in my life. I can't exactly discuss it with anyone, because the answer is obvious of what I should be doing/need to do. The hard part is acting on it and working up the courage to deal with what comes with it.

Help.